My mother just came downstairs and asked me to lie to my GP about my mental health treatment because my medical record doesn’t currently show my prescriptions………..

So I’m kinda wondering 
a) How are my prescriptions not on my medical record? Isn’t that illegal?
b) Isn’t that kinda messed up?

I get what she’s trying to do, and I realize that she has my best interest in mind but like… this seems sketchy. as;dofihas;odfih. 

Going to bed now because I keep thinking I see bugs crawling on me, but then I realize I’m just imagining it, but it’s making me want to cry, and now my pulse is racing, and this literally makes no sense.

Things I actually did do today:

1) Sit in bed and listen to the Great Gatsby soundtrack because this shit is perfect

2) Eat (too much). Currently freaking out about food, my body, the excess of body fat that I can’t get rid of

3) Sit in bed more

I’m incompetent. 

Things I probably should have done today since I had literally ZERO commitments: 

1) Actually exercised instead of pretending that walking the dog counts

2) Finished my thesis and scheduled a defense

3) Studied for gov. 

4) Yea… studying for gov

5) Did I mention I’m fuck…. I didn’t actually take this course.